Its been a long long time and I feel wasteful. Its been a while now and there have been no updates from me. I was hoping to have some new photographs to post but no my camera sits as lonely and neglected as you. It made a brief escape this weekend. TO a crazy little bar in wheeling called Yesterdays. I had hoped to get some nice band pictures but sadly my camera never made it out of the case for fear of getting broken. And for good reason too and the crazy little bar with its hyped up patrons didn't disappoint as another fellow photographer had to suffer damage done to her camera.

Its a sad excuse because that's all it is, is a poor excuse. And I could go on with excuses but I'll man up and take the blame.  Hopefully, one day I'll start again but don't fear deviant I'll be back again.

Well deviant I didn't just waste my time away all those days I neglected you. I've had many a chats with myself. A lot having to do with my future. I've come to realize that I've reached this plateau in life and with my education. There's only one way to go from here and that's up(i REFUSE to go back). I've come to realize that photography and art is too important to give up and I'll just never be happy with out it, nor will i be happy sitting behind some desk working 9-5. No no that's just not for me. I need adventure in my life, need to feel the wind blowin, and with photography I'll get it. One day my friend I'll show you adventures my camera and me will have.  But first, ahh yes first my camera and me have some learning to do. Its not going to be easy and there will be some un-pleasantries along the way. But what a better picture that will make.  For it will make me famous and that I will be. For one day I will take a photo that will inspire millions, for them it will evoke a multitude of emotions, that will be too hard to forget. Who cares if they forget my name, it was never important, its just a name and that it will never cause great emotions like rage and lust. But my work yes my work will.